Today,
went to school usual.
Woke up at 6.15am. That was very late!
I should wake up at 5am.
I slept like a log. Tired mah.
Reached school on time! 8am!
Fifi took the same train as me.
HAHA!
I thought that I was the only one late.

WORKSHOP was suck!
I hate it man!
I kena scolded many times.
I felt so paisey, angry and embarrassed!
Where I want to put my face?!

The sir is damn so stupid!
He taught us many steps then he left us to do on our own.
He expected me to memorise all the steps in one time!
WTH!
I am slow and bengap. I am not a fast learner.
SHIT SEY!

Class ended at 10.30am.
Then went to eat at North Canteen with the guys.
I did not eat because I was moody that time.
Thinking of skipping that class forever and ever.
I knew that I can't do the workshop things.
I felt like crying but I didn't.

But with the motivation helps by Hidayah and my other friends, I believe that I can do it!
Thanks ah korang!!!!
:j

After school, went to meet mummy at Ping Yi Secondary School.
Accompanied her, ku anak soleha k! HEHE.
She worked as stall helper at there.
Then she packed up at 4.30pm.
Sat there, doing nothing.
I ate chicken rice!
Sedap but expensive! $2.00.
Saw the childish students.
So many matreps!
Oh yes, met my long lost madrasah friend, Rosatiqah.
She is taking O level this year!
Wish you all the best!
Do it well k!

Then went to Bedok Interchange.
Bought some ingredients at Sheng Siong Supermarket for cooking.
Then went home.
Tiring sey!
I need to rest now!

Yesterday, met up Liyana and her friends at school.
Accompanied her until 6pm. She had hockey trial at 6pm.
I went to Macdonald to meet her first. I hanged out with her nursing friends.
They were a bunch of nice people!
Went to this one staircase and two of them sang!
Theirs voice was so MELODIOUS! :j
They got talent! They both can be a known singer!
Then they all went off.
Left me, Liyana and Azfar.
Sat at Koufu, did my tough Math homeworks.
Then I waited for my classmates, Syaf and I'zzat to come to do homework together. But they were so damn late! GUYS!
They said on the way, but they reached at 5.30pm sharp.
They had soccer trial at 6pm.
Once they arrived, then lot of guys came and lepak with us.
All want to go to soccer trial.
Then for me, Home Sweet Home!

Pictures of me and pretty Syaeera!
[went to Town on 25 April.]

We went to Town which is also known as Orchard Road.
It was our last minute outing. She came to my house at 3.30pm.
Then prepare ourselves, changed clothes and then went out.
Went back home and reached at around 10pm.
Spent my time shopping at John Little and this one little shop.
Bought 3 blouses.
Ate tom yam at Puncak in Far East Plaza.
It was recommended by Sya.
Sedap Sya! Lazat sekali..
HEHE. :j
Stop here lar.
Penat sekali!
Going to sleep now.
Good night!

ITS OVER BETWEEN YOU AND ME!
We don't have anything that are common.
We don't understand each other.
We are two different people.
You are not the kind of man I need.

SO,
Its better for us to break up.
Rather than we both suffer.
I need love but I can't feel it when I am with you.
I need attention but you don't show it to me.

I don't feel that I lose you.
You are not the one for me.
I am sorry if I do hurt you in any ways.

All I have now are friends, parents and siblings.
They are all my best peoples I have.

Now, my aim is to study smart and achieve my goals!
[I don't feel guilty to admire any guys in my school.! YAY!]
Freedom!

My life will move forward.
Don't think the past.
[Motivating myself!]

I can't wait to go to school on Monday!
HEHE..
[Afro guy, look at me. :j]

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP on 20th April!
So happy about it.! :j
Brand: Fujitsu
Model: S6420

FUJITSU RAWK!!!

-supporting Fujitsu!

HEY, HEY PEOPLE!!!
Been quite a long period not updating this blog.
So sorry lar, I didn't have lot of free time since the starting day to school.
Now my time was full of study.
Always at school for lectures, lab and tutorials.

I hate my time-table!
I need to wake up early everyday!
My school start at 8am sharp!
So EARLY in the morning!!!
The problem is I stay far away from school and the travelling takes time!
But too bad! For the sake of want to success, I will never ever skip school!
I need 100% full attendance!

School was fun with good classmates!
Every classes seems to be ok for me.
Although some class were boring.
HAHA, but still I learned new things!
I like!
Hopefully, I can manage with this course.

About LOVE,
I don't contact him always as we were both busy with school stuffs.
I don't want to disturb him.
He is retaking the some old modules, so he needs concentration.
I understand him.
No time for all this romance.
I still contact him sometimes, because I still think of him.
I AM NOT A BAD PERSON, OK!

Stop here then.
Bye!

LOVE STORY SUCKS!
I don't know why, but it suddenly happened to me!

I hate the ways he treated me!
I need a SUPERGOOD and a CARING boyfriend!
AND who is always show his love for me!
Not like him.
I just confuse whether he really love me or is he playing with my love???
He don't know how to take care of my heart, my feelings, my love and everything.

Everything change just like the thunder.
I had two things in my mind right now:
-whether to leave him OR
-to stay with him.

I felt so FRUSTRATED thinking about it!
Seriously talking,
I don't feel like we both match for each other.
We both still don't know each other well.

You are busy, so am I, so as everyone.
But still, I have the iniative to message you and to call you,
but you..... NOTHING! As if I the only one who love you and I trying to kejar2 you, so that you won't leave me!
I HATE IT LAR!

I ever talked with you about this and you gave me your same stupid reasons!
I don't like it!
If you think, your cousins are more important to me,
then why are we in this relationship?
What for?
To hurt me?
Be with your cousins and live up your life with them.
Then, I don't need to care for you anymore!

It is really HURTING me!
sad. sad. sad.

You are not the guy I knew before.
You had changed, you showed me your true colors.
When I need you, you were not there for me.

I LOVE SCHOOL! I LOVE SCHOOL!

I have new friends!!!
which mostly were guys!.
Being friend with guys is so much interesting!
My class consists of two girls include myself and the rest were boys.
Got this one China girl, but she is so quiet.
She don't talk much.

Then suddenly, malay guys, my classmates became my friends!
[UNBELIEVABLE MAN!]
Here are the names of my new friends: Shaf, Fifi and I'zzat.
:j
They were so gerek and paling important, SYIOK LAH SEY!
First day, we talked to each other as in we knew each other before!
Cool sia!!!

Freshman orientation was good, but not that excellent.
But I had fun for the first day which was on 14 April.
Reached home at 7pm and felt so lethargic!
What I did on that day:
-First, went to Auditorium, speeches given by vice-chairman of Engineering, performance by Malay Culture Group and a group named French something. [Theirs vocal was so good! They sang remix of I'm yours and Bleeding Love.]
-Then, went to this one room and the course manager told us more about the course and the criteria needed and we need to do well to EXCEL!
-Only for muslim people, Dr Pauzi shared how to overcome problems and if we need help, we can ask them.
-Had my lunch. Free lunch! Lunch provided.
-Discover the campus. We were given pictures and we as a class must search for it.
-Lastly, we received bag contain NYP T-shirt, towel, thermometer, NYP handbook and pen. [T-shirt was to wear it on the next day.]

Today, the second day was ok.
Met my Personal Mentor first then we had games.
The games organized by the OGL was damn BORING and NONSENSE!
After playing the STUPID game, we received snacks and drink and
Next, went to purchase the workshop attire.

Me and my new friends went to buy our workshop attire together
and waited for each other then we went home.
Went home with Syaf because we took the same bus.
I'zzat invite me to play pool but with this heavy bag, I am so lazy to go.
[Because we finished early today at 2pm.]
HAHA!
Sounded like:
Kita kawan macam dah lama gitu!
Actually, first2 I felt weird uh because I am the only girl,
but then lama-lama, ok with it!

Really lar, satu-satu perangai GEREK GILA!
Ok.
Stop here.

Irra!!!!
mana kau menghilang?

Hello! HELLO!

VIRGO WOMAN!

One thing you need to know about a Virgo woman - she has guts and lots of them! It doesn't mean that she is not as shy and as reserved as she seems to be. It's just that she can do anything and everything for the people she loves. By love, she mean real love, no other type of love exists for her. A Virgo female is a complete woman! She has all the charms and tricks that any other female has, but she is not weak. Infact, she has quite a determination and can do anything if she sets her mind to it.

She will be completely devoted and loyal to you in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems to be working, she will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North Pole. Virgo women's characteristics profile is an odd mix of emotions and practicality, romance and common sense. When they fall in love, they show such extreme passion and intensity that only few other women can. Making them fall in love is, however, an entirely different task. They will demand total perfection from you, even though they may fall short in that arena.

It's better to get used to their critical nature. A Virgo girl believes that she is extremely efficient and organized and what is more annoying is, that she is right. She is a stickler for time and it's better not to be late when you are meeting her. She will not break the new, expensive vase when she is upset, but she can be very demanding and fussy. If the fault is yours, admit that you are wrong and say it while handing her the flowers. Don't even try to argue, or she will lose her temper again.

It is better to leave her alone for sometime and she will cool again. On the other hand, a Virgo woman will find it very hard to accept that she is wrong. The fact is, most of the time she's not. When you are courting her as well as after you get married, it is advisable to mind your manners. She cannot tolerate someone using abusive language, coming late, dressing sloppily, not minding table manners, etc. It's better to brush up your vocabulary too. She will not cling to you, nor will she become totally aloof.

She is also very good with finances and extravagance is not one of her personality traits. A Virgo female cannot stand public displays of affection and it is better to be subtle in this area. Her taste is very good and her intellect quite developed. If you are trying to woo her, take her to places like theatre, art gallery, etc. Just like a typical Virgo, she is prone to worrying about things too much and she will do your part of the job too. She is very much attached to the ground and prefers to live in the real world.

You let a Virgo female do her part of making things seem just perfect and she will keep you entertained with all her feminine charms. She is very sensitive and her feelings are pretty fragile, but she will become exceedingly strong when you need her support. With kids, she will be very considerate and you will never see them running around in their underclothes. She will gentle, but firm and will demand complete discipline from them. Even though a Virgo woman is very critical, she will not take criticism very nicely. It never works the other way round for her.

The reason for this is that she is as aware of her own imperfections as she is of yours. So, she doesn't need you to remind her of her own shortcomings every now and then. Instead of fretting over her perfectionism, you should feel blessed to have such a charming female who never makes your house look like a garbage dump. Your toast will never get burnt and your coffee will always taste just perfect. She has a witty side too and when she laughs, it seems like the ringing of little bells, doesn't it!

I LOVE IT, MAN!

Took this quiz,
WHAT TYPE OF MAT IS UR BF?
at Facebook.

Here is the RESULT:

Jawaher took the What type of MAT is ur bf? quiz and the result is Mat cool
Apparently, Ur bf listens to coldplay, and all those alternative rock music. Focus on religion. His mum will always call him and ask where he is. randomly goes to club. randomly drinks , nor smoke. always appreciate u and bring u to nice places, maybe owns a driving licence, movies and dinner on weekends, funny guy, doesnt fight in clubs , doesnt go around staring at people, but ur bf can be a good bitching partner, always check on ur blog or friendster, wears cool stuffs, expensive jeans, simple yet appealing. not into groups or gathering that much, prefers to be in his own world and thinks he is the coolest person.

Comments:
HAHAHA! Cool?!?!?!
OhMyGod!
randomly goes to club. randomly drinks , nor smoke.
-He don't smoke?? WTH! Cant get away from ciggaretes!
doesnt go around staring at people.
-Yelah tu! Dah walk like a MAT! apa lagi stare kan!
not into groups or gathering that much, prefers to be in his own world.
-Always hang around with cousins and friends! He will never be alone for any moment.
but ur bf can be a good bitching partner.
-He dare uh!!!

Haiz,
I got this problem with him!

It is not fair that I cannot have a guy friend!!!!!!

WTH..!

[I don't understand you, why must you did all that thing!]

Here is a picture of MY LOVELY FRIEND,
Syahirah or
should I call her Irra Brooke!
[Ignore my ugly face]

Lets talk about her!
She is nice!
She is humble!
She is friendly!
She is beautiful!
She is talkative!
She is sexy!

And I love her very very much!!!
:I
[I MISS HER!]
meet up soon k!

Irra, you owe me something!
HEHEHE..

HELLO!

Today was an awesome day!
Went out with Hidayah to Bugis,
accompanied her to buy bag.

HAHA,
I did some shopping and total I spent about $100 in a day!
GOD!
So tak jimat!

I bought
-a long dress at This Fashion,
-perfume, flavour: Cassis Rose at The Body Shop,
-a pair of jeans at Bugis Street,
-a belt at Bugis Street,
-drank a cup of Chocolate Cream Chip Blended Cream at Starbucks,
-a set of Pierre Cardin bra at BHG. [There was an offer!]

Thats all...
We had a great time together!
I love the kecohness we got!
Lots of laughter and crazy stories!

At the library was the funny part, we were whispering to each other as we scared that we would disturb others! HAHA.
In the bus, we criticize the MAMA BANGLADESH with the PHILIPINES MAID!
HAHAHAHAHA!
We were non-stop talking!

I LOVE TODAY OUTING!!!
without her, there is no fun!
REALLY!

Tomorrow meeting him!
Can't wait lar!
I miss him.
I LOVE YOU!

SEE HOW FAT I AM!!!
Stress sey!

I want to gain my previous weight which is 54kg!
Haiyo...

APRIL FOOLS!

1st April!

Later, going out to meet my mummy at Sheng Shiong.
She wants to buy groceries for tomorrow.
TOMORROW,
is my brother BIRTHDAY!
: HAFEEZ.

advance wishes:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Gave present already.
Bought for him Adidas shoe.

YAY! YAY!

Tomorrow got birthday cake.
[But I cant eat it because I am on diet. I want to lose the fat I had at my stomach!]

Now, I had not eaten anything. Starving I guess.
It tooks how many days to lose weight fast????

I am not suffering from Anorexia Nervosa!
I am just fat. Believe me.
I dont vomit what I eat but I tend to skip food. Starting from today.

Just now, I took this quiz from Facebook.

Jawaher took the "What Romantic Movie Couple are you ?" quiz and the result is Jack and Rose. Your movie is Titanic , and your very romantic. You are out going with your lover and you like to show it most of the time.

HEHE.

Stop here then.
Bye.
J-z

What ever I dreamt of us,

Hopefully,

it will happen in future.

:I

Ek gal tu sun meri jaan
Meri manla hun meri jaan
Mere dil na thodh meri jaan
Tu hi tu hai meri jaan

Translate to English:
Hear me out, my soul mate, my life
Believe me, my life
Don't break my heart, my life
You and only you are my life

I will always love you.
I heart you.

Love,
J-z