Hey!
I AM BORED!
help me! listen to me.
:D

PLANS! PLANS!
Sunday which is tomorrow:
Morning, go religious class. After that accompany mum go to Geylang Market. Then went back home, do house cleaning. TIRED ler.

Monday:
Jogging in the morning. Then don't know....

And one most important goal for future and life!
MUST STUDY HARD FOR POLY STUDY!!!
Nothing else then.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Hello people! You people there?
Haha.
Okay. Lame.
First, I was posted to Nanyang Polytechnic.
Thank God!
The course is Manufacturing Engineering.
I don't know whether I like it or not.
But by now, I have to love it.
I don't want to go to Republic Poly. Actually there were good and bad about it.
Good is I can get to courses I like. Bad is some people said that RP certificate is not recognise.
So now, I am going to stick to the course I had received.

Lets talk about today..
Today was my last day of work!!!
Woohoo!!
Now, I get to go out anytime.
My aim for next month is to lose my weight!
It is a must!!!!! HAHAHA. serious.

Planning for Monday was cancelled.
Friends got something else....
Felt little upset about it but nevermind.
Things can be done next time. Don't know when.

Okay. Done.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Readers,
what is love really mean?
No, I am not in love.
But I need to know the meaning of it. Do explain it to me.

I do want love. I do want relationship but need to understand well about it first.
Most love story ended with a happy ending.
I am so wanted mine to be like that.

Where is my dream guy? Hiding uh? HAHA.
Okay, that is all crap!
I can't really wait for next monday, my big day!
Yay! Yay!
planned to go swimming and gym with my bestfriends.
Get pay, want to go for a shopping spree.
Buy clothes, accesories and many things!
I want a digital camera.
Dad, buy it for me!

I just want to update more for today post.
:D
Work?! no need to talk about it. Tired about it.
Forget it!
Till here okay..
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
to all the Chineses..
GONG XI FA CAI!

HAHA. :D
crazy girl,
so many posts today.
:D
nevermind, good what.

get two hongbaos already from my neighbours. :D
HAPPY! HAPPY!
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

I am so going to watch this movie. THE WEDDING GAME!
The trailer looks interesting!
Fann Wong and Christopher Lee look so perfect! Might as well said the best couples..
Their love and romance. WOW! awesome..
:D
What if my life would be the same as this movie, it will be EXTRAORDINARY!
Haha, just joking.
I have addicted to Chinese movies and dramas.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Next week my last week for work!!! WOOHOO!
Today work from 3pm till closing. CNY eve.
Hopefully, not a lot of customers. :D
Okay, lets talk about what happened at madrasah.
Madrasah was fun with those character my uztad and uztazah have.
Different people, different funny story.
Laugh can't stop especially during this one uztad lesson. His body big and berg. HAHA!
He said he did push up everyday, that was like haha issue. Thinking: Can he do push up with his big body???
But his staring when teaching was so scary.!
Yeah, going to update a new post about this new movie.
See you at the later post.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Morning everyone!!!
I woke up so early at 9.30am sharp. I slept late and I can woke up early.
WTH. usually if I sleep early, I wake up late. what wrong with me.
Funny uh. Laugh then. Haha.
Freedom today!!! No work, nothing to do. Stay home and rest.
I planned to go out but with this kind of mood, I am lazy to prepared myself.
I am a LAZY person. :D I admit.
Now, nobody at home. I am alone.
My bros went to school and mummy and daddy working.
I ate my breakfast, 2 half boil eggs with toast and a cup of tea. :)
Perfect breakfast uh. Made myself okay.
Watched tv, until now, I have not bath yet. Smelly uh.. HAHA!
Nothing else to write.
If there are sweet and unsweet moments happen later, I will write soon.
initializing....
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Yeay!
I just finished changing my blogskin.
Hippy Hurray! :D
I took about one hour plus.
Haha.
Now, it looks nice.
Comment of my new blogskin.
Thank you!
Okay, it is late now.
Reaching to 1am soon.
Yes uh, tomorrow not working.
Relax baby!!!
Nights people!
HOPE OFF!
Bee. :D

I MISS..
EVERYone!
EVERYthing!
EVERY moment!

that happened in 2008!
BUT, I have to go on.
Time keeps moving and life changes.
From young to old.
From old to new.

New me, new thinking.
And all I think is I want love.
I am not desperate but eager.
Ignore me, I am crazy!
:D

Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Peeps here I am!
I miss school, the peoples, and the FOODS!
Oh God!!! reading my friend blog who is still schooling was really interesting for me.
Her joy make me happy too. and jealous a little bit. :D
I am bored of my everyday routine.!!
Work are becoming so SUCK and BORED to HELL! really!
Today, no friend to talk to during work, there was me and the boss daughters.
I am not that close to them. Yani, my talking friend had quit. I miss her sometimes.
What a day? Hidayah came and it was time for me to go. Haiz.
Kitchen guys was fun to talk to but something they talk like Macam paham. HAHA!
I want a close friend who is a boy. God, give me one.
Don't ever you guys think that I am a freak. Haha.
Actually I miss my old relationship with him.
Ah shut up me! He was no good! Need someone better.
Looking at couples, make me feel like I want one!
But I can't, there is no reason to it.
I want to believe in love again.
Written till here.
My brother is disturbing me, no peace of writing.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

People, to get the best day ever, do smile always. :D
Work ended at 8pm. And this is my really first time, I went back so late from work.
My parent did not said anything. Thanks ah!
Today working with Hidayah for about 6 hours. At last got to work with her. But she had to stay until 10pm.
She was needed to do the closing. It was tiring for her.
Tomorrow she is off from work.
Work started at 2pm. Met Hidayah first at Bedok interchange and went to work with her.
Haha. Work at a same place but hard to see each other.
Because of different shift.
I am gaining a lot of weight. Really! It is a BIG problem.
I came back from work then I ate a plate of rice with meat curry and fried French Beans.
At work, I ate beef shepherd pie. In the morning, I ate fried rice as my breakfast.
What a heavy meal I had!
Very fattening and rice is a carbohydrate with high amount of calories.
Oh Jawaher, control it.
I always made a promise that I won't eat a lot but I against my promise.
What a promise! Go to hell with the promises I made to myself.
Okay. Okay. Stop blaming yourself. Calm down.
The foods look great and the temptation always there.
You can't avoid it. No matter what.
My feeling about working has turn to twenty percent liking.
Why can't the time or days move faster like a snap from two fingers?
When I like the job and I want to work more, the time moved fast.
But now I dislike the job, time took a slow move. Haiyo!
Have to accept it.
And one more thing, I MISS ALL MY BESTFRIENDS!
Meet you guys soon, okay!
I am ending my post here.
Honestly, my mind is empty.
Take care to you all.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Story continued..
Story about work was over and done.
My cousins had went back.
Well, now.
My mum keep calling me to clean the house. I am so lazy. I am tired.
Don't she understand at all? Ohmy God!
She kept saying that my dad always side me. What wrong with that?
I know, he always helped me to vacuum the house and I only had to mop the floor.
So for her, my task was easy. And she kept saying that she had to do all the housechores.
Wash the clothes, cook and many things. Hey, thats her job as a mum and a housewife.
Yeah, I agreed that I did little housework. But that does not mean that everyday you should always bring up the issues and nag. nag. nag.
My ears bleeding hearing all that.
We had been always fight about this issue.
She don't change. What to do! Haiz.
A mother I had to stay long with.
All she said that I keep calling people to do my work.
Hey, excuse me, my lil brother also had to do work. Be fair and treated equally.
I really really do not know what to say to her anymore.
I already felt fed up over this matter. It keep arising and it can't be stop.
Okay lah, before she start nagging anymore, I better start to clean the house now.
Good night people! Sleep tight.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

What an unnice and unprefect day..
Usual routine, went to work and came back from work.
Today work was suck to core!
Some people are just pissing off my life. Actually only one.
She really has a funny mood. So what if a guy like you, then you make it a big fuss.
And you can't do a single thing after knowing about it. Scared to go in the kitchen because that guy was inside and don't want to face him. what the hell man!
Firstly, you don't really know if he really like you. They both talked in Chinese, maybe it can be a joke. And she really took it so seriously.
Did not step in the kitchen at all. She kept standing outside! Did not help to wash the dishes nor paste the pink colour order paper inside! What a nuisance!
Damn..
But end of work, she asked me, whether I were frustrated with her?
DUH. YES!
And the stupid reason she gave was :
"I had told you that today I will not go in the kitchen at all. And maybe because I did not ate my breakfast so I did a lot of mistake."
Hey, Hello, so do I, okay! I did not eat too. There was no time.
Story continue later..
Be right back later. If I got time.
Got to entertain my cousins and time to pray.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Good morning!
Haha, supposed to be at workplace now but.
My stomach cause a big problem. DIARHOEA. I don't really know how to spell that word.
I just finish registering for schools. Out of the JAE website.
CHOICES-
1st choice: Pharmaceutical Science : TP
2nd choice: Electronics/Media and Communication Technology/Computer
Engineering/Microelectronics : TP
3rd choice: Aerospace Systems and management : NYP
Listing only the three choices down here.
I also applied for JPSAE, maybe it could help me easy admission to poly.
Seriously, I am tired of working and everything!
I just cannot wait to get my result of which school I had been put in.
But time are moving fast.
For my friends,
I am always there for you guys and we all can succeed together, no matter what had happened!
whether it is a long way or short way, we all should always be together and strive to achieve.
WE CAN!!!
Nothing more to update now.
If there is, I will write soon.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF,
Bee. :D

Hello readers!
Oh well, let me write about yesterday, what had happened.
I got back my result. I passed! It was a miracle.
But it was not that good. Aggregrate was high, 26.
Thank God, I got D7 for my English, which is eligible for most of the polytechnic courses.
If once I got E8, I surely must go to ITE, no matter what.
F.Y.I. Elementary Math: B4 Combined Science(Phy/Chem): B3
The rests were very very bad, especially my Combined Humanities(Geog/SS): E8!!! :(
I did well for my Math and Science and I am eligible to apply engineering, information technology and science courses.
But I am still competing for the seats with the genious student's who suppose to go to Junior College instead they want to go polytechnic. Very troublesome! I am scared. Hopefully, I headed to poly.
People, lets pray for me and my friends so that they can get through the courses they want.
And mostly important, hope we will always keep in touch. Right friends!
Okay, changing topic right now.
Normal, today reached work at 10.32am. Supposed to start at 10am, then woke up late.
Woke up at 9am, 15 minutes is not enough for bathing and tidying myself.
I had been arriving to work late, hopefully my supervisor did not get fed up with me.
I am a latecomer. Born with it! Haha.
I remembered, I usually go to school late because of cannot wake up early, overslept or many reasons to be stated.
But, I am changing my lifestyle now and for my future, not to be late again! I must be punctual for lecturing class. Not to be the last one to enter the class! For sure, I must!
Okay, talking about late, now is late reaching to midnight.
I have to sleep, usual reason, tomorrow working.
Hahaha. Tired of that. Can't wait the day reaching to the end of January. Quiting and relaxing time. Yeay! Yeay!
Plan to exercise, lose weight during that period of time. Lose all the fats within one month.
I am becomingg fatter and the fattest of all. This are girl problem. Face, physical features and etc. etc.
Till here. Typing for long time. Thinking hard what to write and it make me more creative. Haha!
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF,
Bee. :D

Good afternoon or should I say good night. Haha! Whatever.
Just came back from work, reached home at about 7.55pm. It was late.
Supposed to end work at 7.00pm but end up went off at 7.15pm.
Mummy did not scold, so it was okay.:)
I felt better working during evening shift with Jamie around, my supervisor.
Not tiring and with more staff, it was an easy task.
I already told Jamie that I wanted to quit by the end of January and firstly she asked: WHY? Her face looked sad.
I gave a reason that I wanted to further my studies. Then she said okay.
She asked me whether I can work when they are lacking of staffs. I said I see first, not sure.
Actually I do not want to quit but the pay is too little.
I also do want to have a month break before school reopen.
Hey, forget about school. Tomorrow i am getting my result.
Now, I am feeling more scared.
It is like few more hours to go.
I am not sure if I could sleep tonight. I will be thinking about this matter much.
Hopefully I get a good face expression from my form teacher. That is a need and must! Oh God!
Oh yeah, today was my reopening day for religious class.
Same friends and same teachers again! Good, I miss them.
First day, usual thing, no books so no study. We talked and shared info.
I felt sleepy as the class started at 8am, so early and ended at 11am. Three hours class.
Tomorrow when I got my result, I will not see it immediately. I took a deep breath and read my prayers first and open it slowly. I will not shared it with people if I did badly.
Okay, no negative thinking please.
Jawaher, think positive!!!
Okay, i need a rest now.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF,
Bee. :D

Good everning people!!!
I had deleted my old blog and did a new blog.
New year, new blog. Haha. That funny.
I deleted old blog because there was no time to do the updating stuff.
But lately, felt boring without a blog.
Cannot share to anyone how i feel so prefer to write in blog.
People could read and feel how i felt.
Introduction done.
Hahaha.
Now, for the period, i am working at Royals Cafe.
Waiting for O's result.
And you got to believe, O's level results are releasing on next week monday on 12 January.
I am scared, nervous and every bad feeling i had. I do not have enough confident.
People, please pray or doa for me. Thank you! May God bless you!
About working, i am so wanting to quit soon. My pay has not increase. It is still four dollars per hour. Until when i had to wait it increase to five dollar???
Seriously, it is not fair if night shift people get increase but morning shift no.
We still work what? They have to treat every employees the same and equally.
But whatever it is, i am quitting this job the end of January. Cannot stand it anymore.
Tiring, some of my colleague are very commanding.
Today went to the polytechnics openhouse.
I went with Shairah, Hidayah, Leila and Syahreen.
We went to Singapore polytechnic then to Nanyang polytechnic and lastly Temasek polytechnic.
It is quite tiring but still it is worth it.
At Singapore polytechnic, my friends and I were having fun with the lecturers and some of the students. Overall, it is a good openhouse.
Nanyang polytechnic was like boring.
Temasek polytechnic, we came late so miss all the fun. I watched the seniors dance, it was so funny and cute! Laugh until cannot stop. Haha. That fake.
Okaylah, i am still feeling tired.
Got to go!
Have to sleep early so can wake up early.
Tommorow work will be starting at 9am.
Okay.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF,
Bee. :D