I LOVE MY F.....!
HIDAYAH!
NATASHA!
and
SYAHIRAH!

they are always there for me.
am i sweet?
:)

Hidayah,
meet up soon.?

PHOTOS TIME!!!

I love the word

SHUT UP!

I can't stop saying it.

Help me SHUT MY MOUTH UP!

He don't like it.

Missing you..!

:I

I am so BORED!

Yes ah!
Today I went out for teaching.
Replace Sya.
Sya got her reason.
The pay was ------------- [negative comment]

Haiz,
I would never go there again.
HMPH.

I am becoming more evil. Believe it?
HAHAHA! evil laugh

My bf is so decent. BLUEK!
He went mosque.
First2, dont believe.

[opposite of me]
I am so lazy to do my prayers perfectly.

What should people call me when I am in poly?
Thinking of a nice nickname.
Someone said that my name sound weird.
Sounds like an insects or plants.
What ONLY!
Always disturb2 me.

HATE him but LOVE him more..

Till here then.
Bye Bye.
Bee.

Hi!!!!!

I took a quiz at http://www.quizbox.com/personality and
Here the result:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I believe that I am not a straightforward person, I am scared to voice out.
Next, I don't have lots of admirers.???
HAHA, the rest I agree with it.

I am bored right now so I tend to take love and personality quizzes.

Ok,
Bye Bye!
Bee.

I was born to tell you I love you!

Loved this sentence.
Hopefully,
everything happened smoothly.

My god,
Today was the best day of my life!
Seriously.
I didn't felt real love before.

But the problem is
I don't have the confident yet.
Can I believe him?
Can I trust him?
[My heart can't decide]

How????

NEW POST!

I am dead boring.

Now,
chatting at MSN.

Just now,
update facebook and in MSN.

Tomorrow,
I am going to meet him.
Watch movie with him.
Not more than that.

HAHA. isn't it too fast?!

love. love. LOVE.
What is love?

Two humans in relationship? [I mean a guy and a girl]
Care for each other?
Tolerate each other nonsense?

I still can't get it... HELP me Doctor Love.

Bye Bye!
Bee.

WOOHOO!

At last,
I had changed my blogskin!
[Give comment, readers.]

I'M IN LOVE!

I can't believe it man!

FYI:
I have not bath yet.
HAHA. Smelly me.

Going to bath now.

:I

Should I change my blogskin or not???

I am so extreme LAZY right now.
maybe some other day perhaps.

I found that my blogskin 'semakin jelak'.
Changing it soon. :I

Lastly,
GOOD NIGHT!
[Sleepy head]

Bye Bye!
Bee.

HI!
Been quite a long period not updating this blog.
It is becoming silence in heaven.
HAHA.
I flew to Facebook website.

Now I have Facebook account, no more Friendster account. [Do add me, link > look to your right column.]
But STILL, I am a beginner.
Not very good at using it.
I like the activities and the Wall to Wall thing.

Many things happened recently.
For this week, my siblings are not schooling because of school holiday.
We went out sometimes.
Mummy also not working.
She rest someday and do tidbits for selling during her spare time.

I just bought a skirt today at Anglia! Yay!
Love it.
Just pretend you knew the shop. HAHA!

I MISS MY FRIENDS!
When are we going to meet again?

What happened to my life few days back?
Now, I am contacting this one guy.
I knew it was so sudden.
He started message me first.
We knew each other before but last time I don't really entertain him.
But now, I did.
HAHA. Weird right.

And today, what a day for him.
He told me he got accident an hour ago.
Quite sad and pity for him.
Let just pray that he will get well soon.

Ok. I think I will stop here.
I will be not updating regularly.
Anything just tag me here or at my Facebook profile.
Bye Bye!
Bee.

Yesterday,

CURRENT MOOD:

BORING and LIFELESS.


Yesterday,
unbelievable incident happened?!?!
I woke up at 2am.
I could not sleep forever then.
I took a bathe at 4.30am.
Watched tv...
Then slept back at 6.30am.
Meant: I did not sleep for 4 hours!
What a night I had!

Hopefully, TODAY, it will not happened again.
Sleepy head now.
Good night!!!

Hi!
All I can do is sleep and eat.
Becoming my FAVOURITE things of ALL!
until now I becoming so FAT!
like an obese woman.
I am a lazy girl sitting at home.
I can't wear my old clothes anymore because there are so many 'BABAT's' exposed.

Takin' back my love by Enrique Iglesias feat Ciara becoming my favourite song for now.
Really got obsessed with it!!!
Shut me up.
Thanks.

Three new songs : recommended by me.
Listed:
Takin' back my love by Enrique Iglesias feat Ciara.
Gives you hell by All American Rejects.
In the end by Kat Deluna.

Have time, listen to the musics.
Great pleasure.

I guess meeting Leila soon on this Monday.
Going to take O level certificate at old school.

Next week, school holiday for all students, ONE WEEK!
Going to cycling with Hidayah at East Coast Park on one of the day.
YAY! excited about it.
Till here, okay?

Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee.

Hi.
It is the time to update. I guess.
I hate the first day of mensus.
Stomach cramp... Overflow...
Haiz. What to do, I am woman.
Went teaching at centre. Usual thing.
Then went to eat at TenderBest with Syahirah.
A few minutes later, Sajid came. Sya's boyfriend.
Quite fun to chat with them.
Sya got lot of stories to share.
She can't stop talking. Continuously.
HAHA.
But the most thing is she is so damn FUN to be with.
Then walked with her home.
Chat about how to lose weight while walking.
She gave so many tips. Etc. Watch the food you take and blah. blah. blah.
The amazing news about her was she lost about 8kg.
She is now slimmer.
I am quite jealous of her a little bit.
HAHA, I wish I could be slim as her.
:)
Then reached home.
Home Sweet Home.
Did not went for 'ngaji' class.
Simple reason: Mensus.
Watched Shaggy Dog, The Movie.
Then change channel to Channel 8. My FAVOURITE!
Watched the new Chinese drama at 9pm. Housewives Holiday.
Sure got addicted to it.
Then watched Hi-Bro. Very hilarious.
'Nak kahwin pun susah.' HAHA.

P.S. Hidayah, we should take pictures on that day.
I am so forgetful. Next time, MUST okay. :)
Takecare!

I will end it here.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Woke up at 8.30am.
Bathe then went to swimming with Hidayah.
at Bedok Swimming Complex. Met her at 10am.
I love being friend with her.
We do fight some days.
True friend do fight and get well soon.
I can't trusted anyone else now except for her.
She will always be my true friend no matter what.
I don't care!
I love you. :)

To Hidayah:
I knew, I sometime make you angry with me because of my copycat attitude e.g.
But you always thought me as a friend.
You advised me.
You are such a good friend.
Thank you for being my true friend.
I appreciate you and I will always be good to you.

Love,
Jawaher.

How often we wish for another chance
To make a fresh beginning.
A chance to blot out our mistakes
And change failure into winning.

It does not take a special time
To make a brand-new start,
It only takes the deep desire
To try with all our heart.

To live a little better,
To always be forgiving.
To add a little sunshine,
In a world for which we're living.

Never give up in despair
Nor think you are through,
For there's always a tomorrow,
A chance to start anew.

Credits to pravsworld.com

This quote is so meaningful.
I wish I could change to be a better person.
Start a new life.

First of all,
I would like to apologise to all the persons who hated me for so long.
I knew, I am an unperfect girl.
I did mistakes unknowingly or knowingly.
I make people hate me because of my weak attitude and behaviour.
I hope, you people would accept my apology.
And no more hatred between us anymore.

I can't take it if people trying to step kind in front of me, but behind talk bad about me.
If you don't like me, just leave me.
You causing my heart to be more painful.
Stop it! I do have feeling.
Hypocrite is not the best solution.
Be sincere to others.
Thanks.