Please don't leave me - Pink

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Da da da da da,

I don't know if I can yell any louder,
How many times have I kicked you out of here?
Or said something insulting?

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I can be so mean when I wanna be,
I am capable of really anything,
I could cut you into pieces,
But my heart is, broken.

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Please don't leave me [x2]
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
I've never been this nasty,
Can't you tell that this is just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby I don't mean it,
I mean it, I promise

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Please don't leave me [x2]
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I can't be without,
You're my perfect little punching bag,
And I need you,
I'm sorry.

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Please, please don't leave me
Baby please don't leave me (no, don't leave me)
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me (no, don't leave me)

I always say how I don't need you,
But it's always gonna come right back to this,
Please don't leave me,

Please, please don't leave me.

Credits to AZLyric.

Hi!
Yes!
Today mission accomplished!
Went jogging alone. At last.
Woke up at 7am sharp.
Jogged for an hour and half. :)
So long uh.
Went home and slept for like 3 hours.
Woke up and did house cleaning.
Vacuumed and mopped the house.
Did not went out. Bored!

Polytechnic fees were so expensive.
It is $1123.50 per semester.
Not including books, workshop attire and notebook.
Haiz.
Hopefully, my Dad can afford to pay it.
I have been wanting to watch Ayat-Ayat Cinta at Youtube but don't know when.
Okay. I will end it here.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Today was full of stuff to be done.
Woke up in the morning at 10.30am.
Then Dad called and I bathe then prepared myself.
We went to Nanyang Polytechnic.
It was so damn far at Yio Chu Kang.
About 30 minutes journey in my Dad's taxi.
Got transport, easy.
Went there to ask for financial assistance, but the clerk said they don't have any fund to help.
They gave us Mendaki Form but I am not eligible for it.
Because my IC stated that my race is Indian.
So there was no chance.
Then, went to Sinda, the person said she will called my dad if any help she can provide.
God willing! Hopefully, I got some subsidies.

Then went to SATA for check-up.
It costed $25. The registration place was full of polytechnic students.
Queue was a bit long.
I make a Chinese friend, a girl. She quite pretty and socialize.
I was embarassed at this two issues that happened at there.
I had to urine in a cup for urine test.
AND I had to naked myself for X-ray.
Not really naked...
Covered my body with their gown without wearing bra.
So awkward. HAHA.
One of the doctor asked me whether I am pregnant?! WTH.
My mensus did not come regularly.
So what?
Anyhow judge people.

Then, went to Mum workplace which was beside the SATA building.
Ping Yi Secondary School.
Accompany her as she said she always lonely.
I ate siew mai, pau and a slice of pizza. I miss siew mai.
I always eat them when I was schooling at Bedok North Secondary School.
Then Mum finished work at 4pm. We went to Long John Silver at Bedok.
Mummy first time going there. She tried the prawn fritter.
Haha. Then said not nice..
Haiyo. My mum..
Then,
Home Sweet Home!
Tomorrow will be going jogging.
During the check-up, I checked my weight and height.
I am becaming shorter and heavier.
My height was 158cm. Weight was 58kg.
Big WOW!
Okay.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Yesterday, I met Hidayah.
Accompany her to library.
She was famished, so we went to Segar Restaurant.
She just came back from training.
HAHA!
I drank Milo dinosaur.
BUT, the Milo dinosaur looks so different!
At there, we chatted and shared stories.
She told me about her working colleagues.
I just felt happy that I met up with my friend.
Miss the old moments and now it had happened again.

Reached library, saw Amirin, schoolmates.
We smiled at him and he smiled back.
Searched book and I borrowed two books.
Listed:
Just Don't Make a Scene, MUM! by Rosie Rushton.
An Urgent Message Of Wowness by Karen McCombie.

Then, I bought two pairs of skinny jeans.
One was grey and another was black.
I need new pants. I kept wearing the olds!

After that, we went home.
Separate journey. Took different bus.
Home Sweet Home!
That all.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

HELLO!

I am totally bored.
Just came back from facial at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Very very so far right!
Got another 3 more sessions. Tiring but worth it. :)
Bus fare keep increasing. Now, my value in ez-link card empty. NO MONEY!
WHAT THE?
I love going out, but travelling is a BIG problem!
I love bloghopping!
I read some others blog, theirs was so damn interesting and funny also!
Mine, just a plain boring.
I don't know what to write.
Maybe my life, there is no excitement and story. It just sucks!
BORED! BORED! BORED!
NO LIFE!

end of it.
I ate double cheeseburger mushroom swiss meal at Burger King.
It is so meMUAKkan! The cheese was so thick.
I can't finish the fries. So full until stomach pain, want to shit!
HAHA!
Thought today got tuition, can get $15.
But...
cancelled.!
Goes off my money.
Nobody at home. Alone.
2nd brother came back from school then went out to gym with friends!

WHEN AM I GOING TO EXERCISE???
weight not decreasing but increasing!
For myself, talk speak louder than action.
I didn't have the iniative.
I just a STUPID LAZY GIRL!

stop criticizing on yourself, damn!
Moody..
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

My aunt went back to her house today!
Her house had finished upgrading.
I felt quite sad and a little bit happy.
:) HAHA.
I will miss her because she always give me the motivation to keep the house clean.
Now, she not here, I not sure if I will becoming a lazy human again.
House will be dirty soon.
Actually, she is also kind and understanding. She's not a bad person.

Now, listening to different type of songs.
Listed:
Sekali ini sahaja - Glenn Fredly
Lewat Semesta - Randy Pangalila
Oh Baby - Cinta Laura
Seventeen Forever - Metro Station

Not going out today. Feel bored sitting at home.
Planning to go out tomorrow but not sure.
Must buy that pant! So tempting.
Today, I wake up at 11.30am sharp. So late uh.
Yesterday, slept at 12am. Watched Istri untuk Suamiku the last episode.
Very touching! Tara died. Sad. I don't like her eyes! So arrogant!

And people, I read someone blog, he wrote PEPSI and COCA COLA contain pork which is pig!
To get more information about it just click this.
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I can't wait for school to start! I have not receive the enrolment letter. When sey?!
Some people got already. I am scared if I don't get in Poly.
Okay lar till here.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Hello!
I had watched Oh baby just now!
The movie was so awesome!
I love Cinta Laura Kiehl and Ridwan Ghany!
They both were so cute!
Randy Pangalila was hot better than Ridwan.
:)
That all for now.
My cousin sister so nosey!
Keep read and read aloud. Annoying.
Tuition, usual thing, taught and got $15 only.
Thank God!
I admire a pant at Giordano, going to buy soon.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

NEW POST!
:)
actually no time to update.
But last post was a big BORING and maybe a FEAR to me.
maybe someone who not supposed to read, had read. TROUBLE!
HAHA..

Got my pay.
Pay was okay.
Got $600 only. Enough uh but after that stupid incident happen, must save a lot!
Thank God!

Some bad things happen during a time.
But everything was done and fixed.
Good for everyone.
Till here.
Got lot things to do.

Friday will update everything properly.
Yay!
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Oh yes!
I have not taken my pay.
FYI, I had quitted my job long long ago.
Pay wil be taken on this Friday.
I can't spend my pay! I had to deposit it in my bank account.
I had withdrew $513. That was a big sum so I had to reput back.
HELL RIGHT!
I heard my friend pay had not been increased.
What about mine? The boss had promised me.
Hopefully, she kept her promise.
Now,
babysitting a child at home. He cried a lot.
Oh God!
I had been doing housework.
I am changing to be a better person. HAHA.
This is all because my aunt stayed here.
If not, everything gonna be a mess!
I teach tuition to gain extra money.
But the pay sucks. Not that big.!
Enough of complaining.
Today was supposed to have tuition, but last minute cancel.
So no money gain today.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

Hello human beings!
Been a long time never update uh.
First of all, my apology.
1 week, lots of things happened.
But could not recalled. Maybe some incident can.
Lets begin now.
I went to New York Skin Solution as the staff called and told me I won $300 voucher.
But go to hell with the voucher. I got cheated and I paid $513 include the gst to do my face.
WTH!!!!!!
I got fed up. I asked for refund but they gave a lot of excuses.
But then I just accept the fact and I did my face.
I agreed that I am stupid! I don't know how to fight back. I am a loser!
For time-being, I have to wait until all my sessions done then I would either be happy or angry. If there no change on my face, I meant my pimples must disappeared!!! I am going to fight with them. REALLY!
I did this without my parent acknowledge. If they found out, I am gonna be dead!
Stop talking about that.
My cousins who lived in Eunos are staying at my house for about 2 weeks because her house is under construction. Upgrading.
Change topic,
Currently, I am chatting with this one guy.
He is quite friendly and not bored to talk to.
Okay. Till here.
I will not be updating everyday because nowadays I am quite busy.
And difficult to use the computer because this computer is in my aunty room.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

I HATE MENSUS!
EVERYTHING TODAY WERE SPOILT!

For one day, I having stomach cramp.
I vomitted and lost my voice?
funny uh..
what the .... !

but then ate two mensus panadol, after 2 hours then the pill start activate and I stop feeling the pain.
BUT still, I have to like suffer a lot.
I tried to sleep but cannot!
I tried everything for 2 hours and I am not relieve still.
Went to toilet for many times.
WHAT A DAY!
stop being moody Jawaher.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D

I WISH I COULD BE SEVENTEEN FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
young and enjoy sweet life.!

fun! fun! fun! I had!

Reaching 18 this year!
LEGAL TO DO ANYTHING!
HAHAHA. :D

My brother's birthday coming on 04 February.
turning 13..!
but still childish and immature.
fated to be like that. HAHAHA.
sorry bro's!
And yes, have not buy any gift..
so bad uh me. :) evil smile.
Bye Bye!
HOP OFF!
Bee. :D